just being me

On the mark
vampire weekend album
mgNt to pretend

posted by miss. me @ 11:26 PM 0 Comments

It's only january i have the rest of 2008 to get thru

posted by miss. me @ 4:32 PM 0 Comments

Change

Its hard to change who i am when there things keep bringing of down. This definately keeps of going.

posted by miss. me @ 4:25 PM 0 Comments

bottom line

i want to order take out and eat it together in our underwear.

posted by miss. me @ 3:21 PM 0 Comments

poetry in motion

I can see your heart has been breaking
I see it in your eyes
You’re smiling and laughing
But I know it’s just a disguise
I don’t have much to offer you
But you are welcomed to my years
My hands is yours to hold onto
To catch your falling tears

And I’ll be here
In every cloudy skies
Yeah I’ll be here
To dry your eyes
Yeah I’ll be here

I know your heart is safe with me
You can tell me how you feel
When the pain gets too much for you
I’ll be the one that help you heal
When life starts falling on you
I’ll be the one to pull you free
Even when you make a run down your face
You’ll still be beautiful to me

I’ll be here
In every cloudy skies
Yeah I’ll be here
To dry your eyes
Yeah I’ll be here

So empty all your thoughts on me
You don’t have to be afraid
Sing to me the songs of your heart
Your soul’s serenade
When you’re confused or lost
Take me as your hope
As long as I am still alive
You’ll never be alone

Because I’ll be here
I'll be here
I’ll be here
And I’ll be here

posted by miss. me @ 6:27 PM 1 Comments

all i really needed...

it's official, they're dating. the one person i've been secretly in love with and my one best friend who i told everything to are together. she didn't even have the balls to tell me to my face. instead she lied to me, she was mean to me and betrayed me. this is a hard one to get over. i feel like i lost so much - her friendship, him and probably our group of friends. crying seems like the worst thing to do, but i'm fighting the tears, i'm fighting the pain in my heart i'm fighting to be okay.

bottom line it would have hurt regardless, but all i needed was the respect to tell me before it all happend.

again, expectations lead to dissappointment - friends or lovers, it all applies.

while all of this is happening, i think i'm falling for his words again. I know he can't be trusted, but I just want to be held by someone familiar - even if it's just for one night.

posted by miss. me @ 12:01 PM 0 Comments