John Legend
We've been together for awhile now
We're growin stronger every day now
It feels so good and there is no doubt
I will stay with you
As each morning brings the sunrise
And the flowers bloom in springtime
On my lovin', you can rely
And I'll will stay with you
Oh, I will stay with you, through the ups and the downs
Oh, I will stay with you, when no one else is around
And when the dark clouds arise, I will stay by your side
And I know we'll be alright, I will stay with you
Though relationships can get old
They have the tendency to grow cold
We have something like a miracle, yeah
And I'll stay with you
Oh, I will stay you, through the ups and the downs
Yes, I will stay with you, when no one else is around
And when the dark clouds arise, I will stay by your side
And I know we'll be alright, I will stay with you
And there'll be heartaches and pain, yes it will
But through it all we will remain, hey
In this life, we all know friends may come and they may go
But through the years I know, I will stay
And in the end I know that we'll find
A love so beautiful and divine
And we'll be lovers for a lifetime
And I'll stay with you
Whoa, I will stay with you, through the ups the downs
Yes, I will stay with you, when no one else is around
And when the dark clouds arise, I will stay by your side
And I know we'll be alright, I will stay with you
Yea everything will be fine, yea and I'll stay with you
Through the end of all time, I will stay with you
i've been waiting
so today was HIS birthday. Him as in the guy that i said it was over with, but as a friend i called.
Me: "happy birthday."
Him: "thanks, i was wondering when you were going to call."
i think, "funny i was wondering the same thing."
Unfortunately for him, i don't care so much and i already got a date lined up...
Saw the Jozinator today. Still lovely as ever! Infact she's cuter! I Heart Jozie & Lil Leo. My babies!
Hear Me Out
Baby Jozie is here and i can't wait to spend more time with her, unfortunately i have to stay away until i'm done with my two tests on Wednesday... Let's hope the days fly by and I get A's on those exams.
They say that if guy's call they're into you and if they don't call they're not into you. I have come to the conclusion that whatever smart person said that is right. I don't know why i wanted to believe differently, like there was a reason he wasn't calling me and it wasn't cuz he wasnt into me-that's just nonesense! Actually, i'm the one full of nonesense if i actually fed into that shit. I don't know why i wanted to hold on to it anyway. It's not like he took my breath away nor did he ever give me butterflies. But i have to say it was fun. Besides i got some free meals out of it. I have been skeptical from the begining of us dating, and I guess my skeptisism holds truth.
What do they say....? "There's plenty of fish in the sea?" I'm just full of cliche's tonight. That statement couldn't be more true. Cuz i already got a date lined up with a new guy. Wooo hoo! He's tall too. And he makes me laugh. Good combination. It's funny cuz if i had to choose between the old and the new boy I'd rather introduce the new guy to friends. You always worry about that aspect when you start dating someone, "how will they get along with the friends?" The old guy, i was afraid to or didn't want to include him in the rest of my life. The new guy, very different situation, he's cleared to meet my friends.
Okay back to studying or something.
Here's a song for the Willis' out there who never forget great Decembers. ;)
I join the queue on your answer phone
And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up I know you're there
Can't you hear?
I'm not myself
Oh, go ahead and lie to me
You could say anything
Small talk will be just fine
Your voice is everything
We owe to life
And it all depends on you
so listen up
the sun hasn't set
i refuse to believe that it's only me you're feelin
Just hear me out
I'm not over you yet
Love is on the line, can you handle it?
So how do I do normal?
The smile I fake
The permanent wave
of cue cards and fix-it kits
Can't you tell?
I'm not myself
I'm a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings and fingerprints
I don't wanna feel anything but I do
And it all comes back to you
so listen up
You've got me strained
Just hear me out
Don't make me wait
I'm not myself
I can't take this
Love's on the line
Is that your final answer?
I join the queue on your answer phone
And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up, I know you're there...
So listen up
The sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's not only me you're feelin
Just hear me out
I'm not over you yet
happiness is simple
perfection comes in
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@ 6:25:13
welcome to the world jozie!
enyway
it's so easy to delete what i want to say on this thing. if only it was that easy to erase a part of my life. give me a back space button please.
a great message
First off I want to wish a very happy Valentine's day to all the people who are in relationships and are stressing out about last minute plans for dinner and gifts. This is your day, so enjoy it. For all of those who don't participate in this exclusive holiday (by choice or circumstance), I want to say "sorry you have to suffer through an entire day of being reminded that you're alone". If only there were a day set aside for people who aren't involved in a relationship, it would make things a little more balanced. Having a holiday for singles doesn't seem very plausible, but it would be nice. But who wants to celebrate being single? Well...maybe people who just got out of horrible relationships. I'm surprised there isn't any day for singles yet. I mean, isn't this the information age where all kinds of crazy fads and events happen because emails and blogs shape the will of the collective mind? Well, until someone out there creates such a celebration of lonliness, you can sit back this holiday and laugh at all the folks shelling out tons of cash on dead flowers and overpriced food for someone they probably won't be with very long. At least the Valentine's candy will be half-price starting tomorrow, and that's something we all can enjoy no matter what our relationship status is.
K
new england takes it
today was a big football day for most people, but not this people. I had a meeting in the early morning and afterward i went to ikea. Ikea is like target, you cannot not buy something there. It's too tempting. Even when you have no money you find something that you need and therefor HAVE to buy it. It's an addiction. Well, like i was saying, we went to Ikea and bought stuff for the apartment. With a few changes it's starting to look like someone actually lives in the apartment as opposed to a storage space. As soon as my camera battery finishes charging than i'll take some pictures. I also got my mirrors and curtains in my room put up too. With this change i decided to put new sheets on the bed... three years is definately a sign to break out different sheets.
change is a good thing.
time to move on
I hear the songs
that the radio once played
I'm brought back to memories
and I fade into the days
of driving down the 805
watching shooting stars in the sky
when the answers to the questions
were always yes
and you made me my best
I could never deny
the happy look in your eyes
you took my breath
and so much more...
I need you so much closer
conflicted
the words wont come out. so it's been about two months of dating now. It's always the same ol same ol. No new revelations, but just time spent with him. It's nice and comfortable. I just don't think i'm ready for routine. The fact that i wonder what else is out there shows me that i'm not ready for commitment. I'm not ready to settle down. Domesticated is a word that i don't want to describe me. How do i say it? Especially after the week he's just had. Especialy with the wretched v-day coming and then it's his birthday? happy birthday, this isn't working out? Don't those type of people go to hell? Or do i wait till the month is gone by and end it later... that's mean too. Thanks for leading me on bitch. there's nothing left to say.
