so confused
it's hard to put into words everything i feel. how is it possible to feel happiness and shame at the same time? how can you hate someone but love to be with them? how can you know the truth, but continue to dismiss them no matter how much it hurts? why do i keep something that makes me happy a secret from my best friends?i know deep down inside what i should do but i continue to wait for the change.
why is it so hard to let go?
