conflicted
the words wont come out. so it's been about two months of dating now. It's always the same ol same ol. No new revelations, but just time spent with him. It's nice and comfortable. I just don't think i'm ready for routine. The fact that i wonder what else is out there shows me that i'm not ready for commitment. I'm not ready to settle down. Domesticated is a word that i don't want to describe me. How do i say it? Especially after the week he's just had. Especialy with the wretched v-day coming and then it's his birthday? happy birthday, this isn't working out? Don't those type of people go to hell? Or do i wait till the month is gone by and end it later... that's mean too. Thanks for leading me on bitch. there's nothing left to say.
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