all i really needed...
it's official, they're dating. the one person i've been secretly in love with and my one best friend who i told everything to are together. she didn't even have the balls to tell me to my face. instead she lied to me, she was mean to me and betrayed me. this is a hard one to get over. i feel like i lost so much - her friendship, him and probably our group of friends. crying seems like the worst thing to do, but i'm fighting the tears, i'm fighting the pain in my heart i'm fighting to be okay.bottom line it would have hurt regardless, but all i needed was the respect to tell me before it all happend.
again, expectations lead to dissappointment - friends or lovers, it all applies.
while all of this is happening, i think i'm falling for his words again. I know he can't be trusted, but I just want to be held by someone familiar - even if it's just for one night.
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]
<< Home