just being me

It doesn't only happen in the movies

School has been my main priority as of late. Finals are just around the corner and I must do extremely well to keep my good grades. Remind me again why I volulnteered to be apart of A.M.A.'s decorating committee for Saturday's banquet? Non lo so - translation, I have no fucking clue. It must be the lack of sleep or the crack... Or maybe, just maybe, it's both?

Luckily I have no class Monday or Wednesday so school will be the only activity on my agenda starting Sunday. I just want to get it over with.

Like I said before, my banquet is this Saturday for A.M.A. I have to go. No ifs and or buts about it, I can't get out of it. Why may you ask? Well, I got elected by my fellow members to be Vice President of Communications, which means I'll be presented with the passing of the candle from old the old VP of Comm. Yeah it's cool, I guess, but I would have preferred to be VP of socials.

I am mad about the whole thing actually. Probably more bitter and regretful. I have been to about 85% of the meetings and socials combined this semester, but a guy, who I might add isn't even a marketing major won the position. Yes, his speech was more lively, but just because he is a good speaker doesn't mean he'll do a good job. He only went to one social event and a few of the meetings. Tell me again why he won? When the lines are drawn, it just isn't fair.

I am also mad at myself only because I didn't do a better job in representing what I have to offer, which is a lot. I think what really won the group was him saying "Free beer!" shows how shallow people really are. I swear it's just like it is in the movies, when the cheerleader wins the title of president over the one who really deserves it. Not that this guy is popular within the group because he isn't, and he has the horrible Spanish accent which annoys me, and he wears way too much cologne... I'll just stop there. Anyways, we'll have to wait and see how the next semester goes. (the devil on my left shoulder is saying, I hope he fails miserably and gets kicked out of the position so I can reign over the title "Vice president of Social Affairs!" muahahahahahaha... muhahahahahahaha. "excellent" [taps fingertips together] and scene).

posted by miss. me @ 10:36 PM