just being me

Baby it's cold outside

Yeah it's been freezing in so Cal. Lucky me gets to experience the frostys in a bathing suit 10am tomorrow. I'll be smuggling more than just peanuts ;). If you hear that I'd died from a tragic influenza, you know I did it for an A in swimming. If you're gonna do something, might as well go all out.

Man.. It's coming on a year since I started this bullshit we call blog. Dang. I wont even go into what I felt than to what I feel now. In more ways than one I feel like a completely different person, but I'm still the same ol person. But that crap can wait till after finals... Or forever.

Tomorrow is the Business Program's Holiday Mixer. I had to get my mentor a gift. I went to things remembered and got him a silver pen with gold lining and a card holder to match. I got it engraved too! It has his name and "CSULB Mentor 2004-2005." I thought it was nice. I noticed a slight chip between the "L" and "B" in CSULB, but it's not too bad. What can I say? I'm lazy at heart, which means I don't want to trek back to Westminster to get it fixed.

I know I'm being stupid on that whole having a crush thing. I just find it easier if I know the guy already likes me. The first ounce of him not showing me the affection I normally get, I'm out the door. I'm you're regular cowardly lion. I did get his number the last time I saw him, if I ever get to see the wizard, I may just have to ask him out over the break. Ask out the guy, not the wizard, but in any case, I doubt that.

Mazzy Star - Wild horses is playing in the background. I think it's time for bed.

posted by miss. me @ 11:31 PM