just being me

No sensitivity

Man... There's so much that's been going on, I just don't know where to start.

politics trumps all:
Another four years of bush and dick. Aint that just fucking great? ;) No, but seriously, I was expecting Kerry to win. I wanted Kerry to win. I am a college student, I am a minority, and I am not as financially stable as most people. It's disappointing to hear that only 1 out of 17, 18-29 year olds voted. Our generation has to live with the decisions this term makes for the rest of our lives, and we let the people who have lived their lives dictate what our future holds. It's disappointing. All I can do is pray that our country doesn't get much worse than it already is and that hopefully I can raise my future kids in a better world.

escuelaa:
well mid-terms are almost over. The last one is next Thursday in my stupid management information systems course. I swear that class is a load of rhino dung. It drives me nuts to go. Luckily, there's this really ultra sexy hot guy who sits in the row in front of me. Gosh if I could just have five minutes... hahahaha. Yeah, he's that cute. He also sports the scruffy facial hair look, tall, handsome. Saucey!

I finished all my other fucking midterms aced one, got a b on another, and barely passed with a c on the last one. At least I stayed away from d's and f's. Now I have to focus myself on some stupid projects.

price is right:
I went to the price is right last Thursday with AMA. It was a lot of jolly fun. Just hanging out with really cool people, and representing state. The UCLA astronomy club was there and I've never seen a group so freaking boring before. We would root for all the different groups of people who went, and they would get annoyed. Doomases! Learn how to have fun.

One of our group members got called up, I was slightly jealous, but who cares- I mean she didn't win anything. Ha, I'm such a bitch. You can see us on January 5th on whatever channel the price is right is shown in your city. The set is really smaller than it looks and yes bob barker is really that orange in person. I would disclose more of the experience, but don't want to ruin the show for you.

after the show, we headed to the farmer's market in LA. Had some overpriced Mexican food, which was more like Cuban. Hit the Grove. Walked the boys into victoria's secret, I swear they act like they've never been. Chris swore he was gonna see us try on some lingerie. Melrose was close by, so we went there. Shopped for nearly 3 hours. Got some cute Vegas pants and a swearter from urban. One word "shop-a-holic."

Later we parted, and four of us went to UCLA. We wanted to go to the USU, but president Joe didn't do a good job in directing the flock and we had to ask some poor freshman for directions. By the time we were able to get in the vacinity of the USU it was 1:30am, so we walked the mile back to the car. I did get to reminisce through old dorm memories. Really fun.

On the drive home, I got asked the dreaded relationship question. Why is it after you bond with a group of people that question always seems to pop up? I hate it. I practically avoided it, said enough to satisfy the curiosity and concealed enough for my own piece of mind. We all agreed that we avoid our own races when it comes to dating. Sorry, the spanish accent just doesn't do it for me, infact, it grosses me out. Bleh!

One question prior to that was "what's your weird quark that you like to do?" Joe said he had this weird obsession when he's pumping gas. He likes to fill his tank according to an exact dollar amount and if he gets like $8.01 of gas in his tank, than he has to go to $9.00. and the cycle continues. Obsessive? I think so.
This other guy, was like, "I like to star at people." We all kind of looked at each other and were like, OMG can you say stalker? Yeah, even after he tried to explain, we were still weirded out... You just can't explain staring. Hasn't your mother ever told you staring is rude?

Halloween:
I didn't do a daem thing this past Halloween weekend. Well I did, but nothing worth writing about. I was supposed to hit a party that night, but my brother in law didn't get home in time to go trick or treating with my nephew and so my sister asked me to go in his place. Lil Leo was Buzz light year and he got the hang of trick or treating really quickly. Running up to doors screaming "ahhh," for candy, than sticking his hand in the candy bowl. He didn't get away with it, but he did get some extra candy for it.

It's sad tho, I mean people aren't as in to the Halloween spirit-it was like a tenth of what my hallowing used to be. What's up with people not decorating their houses and kids not trick or treating? Or dressing up for that matter... They just want free candy. It sucks.

Future Plans:
Friday I'll probably do some shopping and than head over to the delta sigma chi club night in Hollywood. Spending Saturday with the family, watching the incredibles. Sunday I am going to do the alzhiemer's walk in Irvine with AMA. After, i'll most likely hit up the spectrum for some last minute shopping for Vegas!!!!!!!!!!! wooo-hooo. Vegas is one week away baby! hellya!

amor
okay so here's the DL. I thought I liked a few people, but it turns out I really don't. It was that whole attention thing. To add to the attention, was the fact a few people would say, so what's up between you and so and so, and that made me think I had feelings. So I took on the guy's perspective here: I "rationally" analyzed the situation and realized my so called crushes weren't crushes at all, but actually an illusion of feelings because i thought these certain people had feelings for me. I don't like anyone.

so yeah...This is everything in a nutshell.

posted by miss. me @ 7:36 PM