Track 4
well your just across the streetlooks a mile to my feet
i wanna go to you
funny how i'm nervous still
i've always been the easy kill
i guess i always will
could it be that everything goes round a chance?
or only one way that it was always meant to be.
you kill me always know the perfect thing to say.
hey hey, know what i should do, but i just cant walk away.
i can picture your face well
from the bar in my hotel.
i wish id go to you.
i pick up put down the phone like your favorite hemasus song goes.
its just like being alone.
oh god please don't tell me this has been in vain.
i need answers for what all the waiting ive done means.
you kill me youve got some nerve but i cant face your mistakes.
hey hey, hey hey. i know what i should do but i just cant turn away. away. away.
so go on love, leave all the still hope for escape.
gotta take what ya can these days.
theres so much i had, and so much regret.
i know what you wanna say, i know it but cant help feeling differently.
i loved you, and i should said it.
but tell me what has it ever meant?
i cant help it baby this is who i am.
and i'm sorry but i cant just go turn off how i feel.
you kill me, you build me up but just to watch me break.
hey hey, hey hey. i know what i should do but just cant walk away...
-Jimmy Eat World
Man even the gay guys on the real world are getting play!!! What's a girl got to do to get some bootay? Ha. No just kidding. I'm interested in a couple of guys tho in my AMA organization, but it's nothing worth persuing, just something to look at- besides it's healthy to have a a crush.
Speaking people of the opposite sex, sometimes it's weird how you're attracted to someone. Especially when you get that smile that overwhelms your face, the one you can't hide, not even on the phone because even just thinking about them makes you childishly happy and you just can't explain it. You see this person and your whole body is drawn towards them, and the world gets all cliche' on your ass like the world starts moving in slow motion, the colors seem to brighten, and you can almost hear the angels singing. The only thing that matters is how happy this person makes you. Yeah that's a good feeling. So that was random...
What's even more random is the dream i had two nights ago where i was pregnant and the baby's daddy and i were just friends and i had a boyfriend. I was so pregnant... fucking crazy. I tripped. I woke up in a sweat.
I just want it to fucking rain and "rain hard." It's the only way swimming and jogging will be cancelled tomorrow. It's just the fucking weather, it's too cold to be hard core exercising. Okay yeah i have to stop being lazy! I hope it it doesn't rain tomorrow. i want to work out! Working out is my life!
"if my heart could sing, it would sing songs like these"
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