just being me

Keep it simple

There is something there. He gives me those childish smiles like he's genuinely happy to see me. He pulls me in for random hugs. We joke around about stupid things. It honestly feels good to be attracted to someone. My friend says she saw the sparks. That it looked like he wanted to be more than just friends. It's a nice thought. I just don't know if I could do it again. I mean, I don't know if I can be vulnerable right now. He has me curious. There isn't butterflies in my stomach, but I do get cautious when he's around. I don't know if I like him and if I do like him I don't know if I like him because he likes me. Whatever he makes me feel, I miss feeling this way. It's been a long time.


Green Day was awesome last night. I was doing staff pro and only 13 of us got in from our group of 25. I must have got hit on at least 10 times. This one guy came up to me and was like you're the prettiest girl here, what's your name? I didn't tell him, but I did ask him his name, and what was it? Joe. How many fucking Joes are there in this world? Obviously as soon as I heard that name, I shunned him away. Not going down that road. Anyways, isn't there a rule that you can't date anyone with the same name as previous boyfriends or people you dated? It's just weird... It was a lot of fun, I got to roam around the convention center for the last 6 or 7 songs of green day's set. I was having way to much fun for a staff pro representative. I can't complain.

posted by miss. me @ 2:11 PM