March 09, 2004

over it

the whole joe thing... i'm over it. I figured him out and it's not what I'm looking for. I was supposed to visit him tomorrow, but that aint going to happen. I would like to see him just to be reminded of what he looks like... yes, i forgot what he looks like!!??!! hahah. We have things in common, but what i like he loves, and what i love he likes. For example: I know i like the simpsons, but daem he LIKES, i mean LIIIIIKKKKKEEESSS, i could say LOVES the simpsons. he started testing me on simpsons trivia... I got 2 right. all the other ones, like "what's millhouse's last name?" i didn't know it was vanhausten. Officer wiggims first name?? Clancy!! i didn't know it... really tho who names their character CLANCY. How long is marge simpsons hair??? 6FEET! That information is just scary! Extremely scary!! Obsessive compulsive. For only talking a few times, lot he's already mentioned BDSM.... BDfuckingSM! That's what i get for getting to know another guy whose name starts with a "J!" that's what i get for attempting to break the rule. The thing that sucks is that i know his bday... August 27. I don't want to know that, that's sooo gay! I guess it compensates for me not going tomorrow... and he'll find out i'm not coming when i don't show up tomorrow. Woops too bad. hahaha. I'm a bitch.
Yes those are the reasons why i am over it. I'm also over it cuz i'm not over something else. So these things take time. Let me be... haha this is when that michelle branch song comes on "desperately."

I'm looking for a new JOB! i saw one today that's in long beach and it pays 16BUCKING DOLLARS! Im-po-si-ble'! Yeah, wish me luck fools. I know i already have another job, but it isn't gonna pay the bills... well it will, but it just wont pay all of them. I need at least $800 a month and $500-600 isn't gonna cut it. I figure $650 for must bills. And i have credit cards so i am going to pay those off. And so that's $200 so that's $850. That leaves $250 to save That is if i get the $16 job in long beach; monthly that job is $1100!!!!!!!! wish me luck! wish me luck! wish me luck!

LOL HER PLEASURE LOL... i know i'm not having sex or anything but this is grrreeeaaattt.

didn't work on my paper at all... i have to study for italian but all i wanna do is sleep. The past is definate the future indefinite... hmm what to do what to do.