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I am so exhausted. I have no clue why. It could have to do with the fact that i went in cleaning mode today. I was as bad as a pregnant woman cleaning... but nothing close to Monica from friends. I also woke up super early, i think it was 7 or something very close to that. I don't know why either. I didn't do a daem thing this weekend. My plans just went through fooey. I was so freaking bored i wanted to just put myself out my misery and so i watched tv and became mindless. I also watched Monster's Inc and Finding Nemo. I love those movies. Monster's inc is just too cute. Boo is adorable. i love the scene where she's going pee and she sings that song in baby talk. Afterwards she and sulley begin playing hide and go seek. Brings a smile to my face. I love watching a movie and noticing something that i hadn't before, especially if i've seen the movie many times. In finding nemo, when Marlon and Dori are going they're separate ways and dori says "When i'm with you everything makes sense. When i'm with you i'm home." For some reason that just hit me yesterday. I guess it's because when people ask me where my home is i say long beach. They ask again, no but where is HOME. I have to say it again, my apartment is my home. My mom lives in albuquerque, tyre in huntington, cynthia and habib in glendale, ramsses with my mom, and my dad in puerto vallarta. we're everywhere... i guess home is when i'm WITH my mom. It makes me jealous of everyone who has their parents close by and say i'm going HOME for the weekend. Home away from their apartment... my apartment in long beach is my home. I went to santa monica yesterday. It's beautiful there. I want to live there. I was helping my brother find an apartment. It is daem expensive there. I loved looking at the houses. They not only had a front yard, but they also had a back yard! A BACK YARD! IN LA! i was shocked and amazed. Since i grew up in a home that had a front yard, a back yard, and a side yard, with a pool, jacuzzi, and pool house, I've always wanted the same kind of space in my future home. Preferibly viewing the ocean of course. One day...okay people my name is pronounced Ya-see-duh! NOT yasetta. That is so ugly. Beyond UGLY... horrifying. Harold's friends are calling me that. Yuck. Gag me.
Harold's friends are interesting people. Iris told me that they said i'm cute sober or drunk. Puahahaha. Flattering, but not true.
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