February 24, 2004

why people suck

I returned my rental car last Friday. The hertz worker than took me to pick up my car at the auto shop. Friday was a rainy day, the sky was gray, the clouds mixed between a dirty brown and gray. The guy and I were chit chatting when we came to a stop and an intersection (we were going North). Next thing you know, this asshole going East was making a left hand turn to go North. That may not seem like a huge thing, but the fact that he tried to speed into the turn, caused him to make a 360 and some, so now he's facing south on a street going North. Luckily the sidewalk stopped the jerk, but if he had any more force he was less than a foot from hitting two kids. He than turned his car around, as if nothing had happened, and went on his way. At that point I said, "I hate people." The hertz guy said, "because of that jerk?" I said "yeah, because people think they're the only ones in this world."
This "I hate people" theory was only more convincing when my mom told me something that had happened to her this past Saturday. What happened to her was so horrible that it's hard for me to even say it out loud just because it made my mom and I couldn't help but cry when I heard my mom cry. The jists is that someone accused my mother of doing something and harassed her. My mom would never do anything like that... If I had the money and if it wasn't snowing in Albuquerque I'd be on a flight there this weekend. That's why I hate people because they cause pain to good people. It's such a shame.
the car thing is dragging on. Let's just pray that stupid house in Albuquerque sells and I'll be getting a new automatic car soon. Cross your fingers folks.
On a brighter note, I'm still working out. Well, I worked out today. It felt good. 100 crunches- I know I aint no Brittany spears and doing 1000 crunches. But I'll get there. Did some power yoga, cardio, and kickboxing. Feels good. Can't wait till I am able to do more and last longer. Most of all i can't wait to look DAEM good in a bathing suit. I'm also hoping my boobies go down a size.
I have too much boob for my height... It looks way disproportional. Besides it gives me way bad posture. I've had bigger boobs most of my life... Well put it this way I got my first training bra in 4th grade... anywho since I was young my girl-friends would say give me some... And I'd always say "anytime." hahaha. Yes I'm in the handful of women who want size b-cup boobs. :)
Going to San Diego this weekend. PARTAY. hahah good times. Nice get away. Please don't let it rain all crazily friday night! cuz i don't want to drive in that crap especially at night, when there are stupid fools on the road.
FYI. i'm not trying to avoid anyone. I'm just trying to deal with my shiznit. I am off and on my computer so please don't take it personal. But don't feel like i'm trying to distance myself... i just gotta do what i gotta do. I love yall. don't be afraid to drop a hello! I may not get back, but you'll definately bring a smile to my face.

"i'm getting old"