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yay, sad is over. I think it's that day in particular that gets me into a mood. I'm better tho thanks to my mom, Hanako, and iris. My mom especially. I love her. Despite she isn't here, it still felt like she was holding me and wiping any tears that happend to come out. Mother knows best.I just have so much going in my life right now that it kind of all boiled over this weekend. I have that damn thing on Tuesday. I'm so freaking scared about that. It has me more stressed than anything right now. I just hope Tuesday passes as fast as it came.
I've started yet another packed, with Hanako. Not only am i going to continue eating healthy, i'm working out on a regular basis. It's like new years all over again, well in the sense that i have resolutions. We both know we could do it on our own, but it's nice to have a support system to do it with. nah mean? well, if you don't too bad =P haha. We're also going to get jobs and shit. Save money to go to Italy and meet the persons of our dreams. hahahah or something along those lines. If that doesn't happen at least have very good times in Italia in 2005.
They say everything happens for a reason. And i believe it- even if the consequences cause pain or happiness. There are somethings in life that you feel in your gut, it doesn't require words, it's just a given that it needs to be, and when you feel that for anyone it's rare. For a person to let something that special pass them by leaves a lot of room for regrets. I guess what i am saying is that i am glad i didn't let you pass me by. I'll cherish every moment spent forever. It was perfect while it lasted... thanks cito.
Going to work out and than watch the second to last episode of sex and the city
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