March 10, 2004

it's true

I was talking to someone about someone else and i said, "i don't care about it anymore!" That is when my devil conscious and angel conscious magically appeared sitting on my right shoulder; they're legs daggling down, arms wrapped from behind eachother, and laughing at me. They looked at each other and the angel said while laughing, "what is she talking about?" Than the devil started laughing really hard, with her hand over her mouth, and said, "she's funny!" And i said, "I STILL CARE dammit! Okay, there! I admit it!" Than the angel and devil reappared and said, "man, what a loser."

On a brighter note. I am good. Just chillin. Trying to write this stupid paper. Saw the love of my life... of course i'm speaking of my Godson. He is definately the light in my life. Lately, my family life has been really good. My relationship with my mom is better than it's ever been. I tell her things now, things i didn't think i could tell her. I love that. I love knowing how her day went. I love knowing that she wants to hear about my day. I love knowing we can have a conversation about politics, or life, or about most things. It's a rare delicacy. My brother calls me a lot more too, and tells me about his promotion, about moving into his new apartment, he tells me about girls... we're friends and it's cool. I loves my family. :)

(Ahh... the beast just came home... run away! Run away! bad me... man i think i have to be one of the meanest people on this planet!)

Okay, ever since i was a kid i have done this thing where whenever i see the time and it's 10:10 or 9:09, or anything like that, i make a wish. I also make a wish when it's my birthday time, which is 6:17. I know it sounds extremly childish, but i've been doing it since i was a child... it gives me hope. It's been really crazy though, for the past few days, i've caught every single 6:17 or 11:11 or 5:55. I've made my wishes and we'll see if they come true. It's just weird because i don't look for the times... i'm just checking the time. Maybe something really good is coming my way?

ACTUALLYsomething great is coming my way! My mom is moving back to california! "Reunited and it feels so good!"

...yeah things are good.