April 08, 2004

pain addiction

yanno that bruise on your leg... do you ever find yourself touching it repeatedly just to see if the pain has gone away, but always come to the conclusion that the pain is still there? I think love is the same way. even after you lost someone you still find yourself thinking about them even if it hurts. You know it hurts, but something about them is so strong and compelling you cannot refrain from thinking about them. The flashbacks run through your mind like the episodes of save by the bell you watched a thousand times, you never get sick of it... it never really becomes old. that's what you are to me, you're like a bruise that never goes away and i can't stop touching.