i miss you...
it's nice to know how often I am on someone's mind, it makes me feel special. Joe finally got his phone on Thursday and on friday he called me when he was at work, on break, going to work, coming home from work, etc etc. If he didn't call me he text messages me just to say hi or that he misses me... it felt good. Since he calls me once or twice or text me once or twice a day, it still feels pretty good to know i'm on his mind.Last night was pretty interesting with him, er i mean drama. So we had planned to hang out last night and he called me at 7 saying yeah there's this party we'll hang out, i'll call you later bye. I was like okay cool... two hours later, he calls me back saying that his cousin is in town and he totally forgot he had to take him to rosarito or some bullshit. I got pretty upset i mean how the hell was he gonna ditch me like that, especially since i went down to sd to see him and i stayed the extra day to hang out on saturday... i could have just gone home that morning. So we're arguing over the phone and i'm telling him that i have no where to go that he pretty much stranded me because my roommate was gonna go hang out with her boyfriend and i'm not gonna be a third wheel and spoil thier night. he said well i'm frustrated too b/c my cousin is all pissed off at me and he's blood and to top it off my dad is all mad at me too giving me shit i don't think you understand what kind of predicament i am in. I was so angry like i didn't know what to say, finally he was like just come over. So i went over his house and he gets into the car and acts like nothing happend... acts normal. changes the cd and starts talking about his day. i looked at him and in my head i said i hate you. we went to starbucks and before we went in i guess we finished our argument. in which he said he was so sorry and that he had to go with his cousin cuz he promised and that he totally forgot cuz he didn't speak to his cousin until he got to sd around the time he talked to me at 9ish. Than he promised he'd come visit me and pay for everything. I wasn't mad, i was just frustrated cuz i didn't know what i was gonna do, and that's when he asked what was gonna do. Than i remembered that angelo called and said there was a party so i told him i was gonna go hang out with angelo at a party. Then he pulled out the jealous card on me. He said why? I said b/c i have no one else to hang out with because you're ditching me. We discussed it for like another 4 minutes or so and he had the most upset look on his face and i had no sypathy b/c he ditched me. Than we went into starbucks, he opened the door for me, paid for my drink, and pulled out my chair. all i thought was, that's right bitch. we hung out there forawhile waited for his best friend andre. 11:30 we went to go get gas he paid for it, that's right bitch. than we went back to his place while we waited for his friends to come get him. Than he was off to Rosarito. He looked so sad in the back of that car when he drove away, like a lost puppy. When i was finally alseep in bed, i got a text message at 4am saying they were at the border and that he missed me. He later text me that Rosarito sucked big time and he didn't have any fun at all. I text him back and said see if you had hung out with me you would have had fun. he said yeah i regret it. i said that's right bitch. than he called. we only talked breifly but he pretty much said again how sorry he was and that he really didn't have any fun in rosarito and that karma bit him in the ass. damn straight.
hmm waht else did i do this weekend? i'm still stick. i have a mad sore throat, it hurts like a mother bitch. my tonsills are all swollen and red. it hurts when i swallow food or water. studied at sdsu and realized that csulb has a sorry as campus. oh i just dyed my hair to my natural hair color. i have a midterm tomorrow and i didn't study but it shouldn't be too hard. gonna hang out with john dizon tomorrow. ummm yeah... okay goodnight folks.
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