Is it fixed now?
Quite a few people I know are going through the stages of heartache. It seems the question that they all seem to ask, if its a fresh wound or a scab, is when does it stop hurting?
I've come to the conclusion it never stops. The pain subsides. It can become miniscule, but there will always be an ounce of pain that lingers. It may not have the same effect as it did when you first heard the cracks in your heart, but it's there. Thankfully enough, time and life together helps us forget; we get used to the hole in our hearts. Unfortunately time seems to be on slow motion when you're getting over someone, especially someone you love. Life also tends to throw thousands of screwballs at you all of which, knock you upside the head and ultimately infects your mind of the one who left with a piece of your heart. And every time the bump on your head is about to heal, another ball is already being launched at you to create an even bigger bump. It heals... Eventually, but once and awhile you feel the dent in your head and it reminds you of what once was and the pain that never really went away, but instead got used to feeling it.
I've come to the conclusion it never stops. The pain subsides. It can become miniscule, but there will always be an ounce of pain that lingers. It may not have the same effect as it did when you first heard the cracks in your heart, but it's there. Thankfully enough, time and life together helps us forget; we get used to the hole in our hearts. Unfortunately time seems to be on slow motion when you're getting over someone, especially someone you love. Life also tends to throw thousands of screwballs at you all of which, knock you upside the head and ultimately infects your mind of the one who left with a piece of your heart. And every time the bump on your head is about to heal, another ball is already being launched at you to create an even bigger bump. It heals... Eventually, but once and awhile you feel the dent in your head and it reminds you of what once was and the pain that never really went away, but instead got used to feeling it.
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Lets talk about the glass is half full shit now. San Diego rocked this past weekend. I had so much fun laughing my ass off 24/7 with the roommie. About the most dumbest things too. I still don't know what I was thinking when I opened her car door?? Very peculiar. I saw the cutest dog ever! John's Chow German Shepard mix, smokey, is too damn cute. I made my first "O" when I smoked hookah. yay! The flaming Dr. Pepper, err more like the a flaming bicardi 151 shot put into a glass of beer, was absolutely awful. At least we got three other people to take it too... hahaha. The mall was a bust as always, but it's always nice to get out of the house. The star bar had the cheapest drinks ever and I love that. Red Circle on the other hand... Not so cheap. It was fun till I got kicked out. Bastard. Super sergio's never tasted sooo good before. To end the weekend, we watched Garden State. My favorite move of all time, and also with my new favorite actor/director/writer Zach Braff. So there's that. I have that.
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