just being me

let's forget this and move on

I get mad at the world a lot. Not at the world itself, but the people in it. The words common courtesy are as unfamiliar to people as the beach is to Utah. People are dying in the war because of hate and instead of showing compassion to these soldiers by being civil to one another, we flip each other off when we drive. It's depressing.

There are so many things wrong in this world that I feel that the least I can do is be nice to people. I know that my life isn't always a bowl of cherries, but at least I can say that I let a person get on the freeway today; that I helped a kid grab something from the top shelf; that I made someone smile. I think it's the small gestures people have lost sight of. It's really the small gestures that count.

Sometimes I lose track of doing small gestures, but it's times like when I went to church yesterday that I realize how happy it makes me when someone is kind enough to lend a hand. It reminds me that there are still chivalrous people alive... That I'm not alone. Those very miniscule acts are worth more than I'd ever thought. In short all I'm saying is...

"Be optimistic
don't you be a grumpy
when the world gets bumpy
just smile, smile, smile."

My sister is very pregnant. She's only a week pregnant, but she's already shining like a star. She's such a happy person when she's prego. The future Garcia Baby is Due February 18th 2005. It couldn't be anymore perfect. I'm really starting to think that this is the reason my plans for Italy were changed. I HAVE to be here for the birth of this baby too. I don't care if it's a boy or a girl, just as long as the baby is healthy I'm good. Besides I already know that either boy or girl it's goin be a cutie, just look at lil man.



Off to bed because I have a long day ahead of me.

posted by miss. me @ 11:37 PM