take me away
Italy sounds lovely. Like in Lion King when the hyena (whoopi goldberg's character) says "just hearing that word gives me chills." Cheech, the other hyena says "Mufasa." Whoopi says, "ooooohhhh. Do it again." Hahaha. Okay I know I'm just a kid stuck in a 20 year old body, but whatever. Back to the point, to me Italy is like the word Mufasa to the hyenas. It sends chills up and down my spine and I can't wait to go. People are always telling me "I can't believe you're gonna be gone for a whole year, I could never do that." But I see it as, it's only one year of my life. I have the rest of my life to stay in California or wherever I want, so why the hell not? I know I'm going to miss my family and my friends when I go, but I'll be back. When I come back I'll have wonderful stories to tell them. And hopefully I will be a different person. I like the way I am now, but I don't really know who I am. And as cliche' as this sounds, I'm going to find myself in Italy.It's only Wednesday and I am really exhausted. I'm supposed to go to SD this weekend for Iris' dad's bday. I don't know if I'm up for the drive. I'll be so tired, I'm already tired. I guess I'm sick of driving period. I have done so much driving this break it's insane. I got my oil change on December 5; I think I need 800 more miles before I need another one. That's just insane. We'll see. Right now my body wants to stay home.
It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time. I'm not giving in.
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