buh-bye
This year has been a roller coaster; a lot of ups and a lot of downs. As much as I have wished that things happened differently in my life, I am glad the way life is now. Without the events that happened this year, I probably would not be where I am right now, even worse, I probably would not be happy like I am now. I believe more then ever that everything happens for a reason. Maybe God just wanted me to know that if I truly believe, no matter the hole I get stuck into, I will get out. Now, I have faith.This year went by so quickly. I still remember how I spent last new year, drunk and at a friend's house. At which point, I was completely unaware of the future and how the year would end, now I know what that day brought. That day would bring a person in and out of my life for the next 8 months. That day would bring a lot of lonely nights. That day would bring a lot of tears and so much sadness. That day would bring a couple of days that I'll never forget. That day would bring me a lot of happiness and so much love. That day would bring little money. That day would bring nights filled with friends and alcohol. That day would bring me something that I've been waiting for all my life. That day brought me here, and I'm happy.
I have a feeling that 2004 is going to be a great year. I have so much to be thankful for and I have many wonderful people to share it with. This year will definitely make up for all the shit things that have happened to me in my life. I know this because for once, I have someone to share the New Year with.
Happy New Years Everyone!

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