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Damn, I just did myself in for my calculus final. If I had scored well on all three tests that we had during the semester I wouldn't have had to take the final. Well I did super on the first two tests, but the last test I got a C. I was really disappointed in myself. I have worked hard this entire semester just to throw it all away for a damn concert? When it comes down to it, it wasn't even because I went to the concert; it was because I didn't do my shit before I went to s.d. this weekend. If I had gotten it all squared away like a good student, than I wouldn't be stuck in a classroom at 10:15 Tuesday. Not only did I ruin my chances to not take the final, but I may have ruined the chance to get an A in the class. I have to score near to perfect to get that A. What the heck was I thinking?It's not like I need any more stress for next week either. I really don't want to think about it, but I am really going to have to get my ass into gear. I have three finals on Tuesday, and two on Thursday. Tuesday is going to suck crusty ass too. Not only do I have my calculus final, but I have my astronomy final, and the killer accounting final. I hate that class with a passion. I think it's gay, because it doesn't really teach you how to do accounting, it really teaches you the methods to accounti... and it was just too boring. I'd rather learn how to make an income statement or whatever their called than decide whether or not a company is using a perpetual or periodic system. It's a 150 question cumulative test, so stupid. So much studying, so little time. Hopefully God hears my prayer and allows me to get straight A's this semester.
Today I was supposed to take my nephew to take pictures with Santa at Westminster mall, but with the flu going around I didn't. Anyways I didn't want to wait in that line for that long, I was way too tired. Alma spent the night last night and she was trying to spoon me or kick me off the bed or something b/c she took all the covers and practically all the bed too. I just didn't have the best of sleep, so before I went to see the little guy, I took an hour nap. Anyway, so I finally get to Huntington, and I was just so beat, but little leo just brings out the best in me. I swear every time I see him he's grown another foot. Not really, but I remember when he fit into my arms just perfectly and now he's walking and running around everywhere. Time sure does know how to fly. So when I was playing with him, I pretended to be asleep on the couch and he came up to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I couldn't believe it, I picked him up and started kissing him everywhere. Little man started to laugh it was great, but he's truly just awesome.
I also started this plan with Geoff, to eat healthy for the next six months. It probably wasn't a good idea to start right before finals, but oh well. The rules we have to follow are: fast food once a week only, no fatty snack foods (cookies, brownies, chips, etc.), no CHOCOLATE, and no soda. It should be an interesting next couple of months. I think my biggest vice is going to be chocolate. I'm sorry, but snickers are hella good, Hershey's almonds are mouth watering... haha okay maybe I do have a problem; all I am saying is that chocolate is great. So these first couples of days have been okay, just cereal, sandwiches, and salads. I had the best Caesar salad from Togo's today too... and I'm not fond of salad dressing but the Caesar dressing was great. It's my new and only favorite dressing.
I talked to my mom today too. I miss her and my brother so much. If I could have any one thing this Christmas it would be for the both of them to be here for Christmas. It's going to be the first time we're not all here together. It makes me so sad. If anything I know my mom will come down, but b/c of work my brother won't be able to. I don't even remember the last time I saw him it's been so long. With everything that has happened in the past year I haven't had a chance to speak to him as much as I would want to and it just feels like there might as well be an ocean between us. That's going to be my new years resolution... talk more to my family. It's just gonna suck when my mom finally moves back he's gonna be in New Mexico all alone. I know he likes it there and all, but I miss him.
Going to S.D. tomorrow, it should be a lot of fun! But first there's work at 8a.m. in Hollywood! Fun...
Here's the guy who made my day:
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