phacking shat
I'm not going to Italy. Not that I don't want to because I would do anything to go right now. If someone told me I had to cut off my left pinky toe to go to Italy, chances are... Well let's put it this way, arrivederci pinky toe. I wanted Italy so badly. I want Italy really bad. It sucks because I was going to get my passport this week and I started my Italian class and now that I have had a taste I want the whole thing. I was on my way to registering at Coastline Community College when I found out, I bursted into tears it hurt so bad. Right now I've moved into the shock stage and I can't do anything, not cry or be angry, I'm just here and I'm immobile. Just rip my heart out while your at it.I'm sad.
I also found out it's going to cost about 2 grand to fix my car. Not that I'm paying for it, well I am paying for 1/4 of it, but it's like damn - I don't have 500 to spare right now, but I have no choice. I'll also be driving a rental car for the next two weeks b/c there's apparently that much damage internally and externally. So if you see me I may be driving a Chevy Malibu, ford mustang, or some other god awful looking car... With NO CD PLAYER.
Things will get better. I still have hope... The glass is half full. I'll just keep telling myself that so things can start looking up b/c the whole Italy thing was a major shut down. A bullet straight through my dream.
I guess I'll be seeing Italy in fall 2005. :\ Any one want to join me?
It turns out my Human Sexuality class is too demanding. I'm talking about an Oral presentation every other week, papers, group projects, hour presentations, and one 10 page paper. I know that's not that bad, but I'm taking six other classes. Not a very good idea. So bye bye Human sexuality and yay for no class on Tuesday nights. :) I bought the book before I decided to drop and i was looking though it today. (Next few sentences is rated R for strong sexual content) I saw my first uncircumcised penis. That thing looks like snuffulophugus' trunk without the hair. It was the ugliest thing I've ever seen and I never ever want to see one again. It's that disgusting. Apparently it looks like yams with a hole in it, I never had yams so I don't know but if it looks like an uncircumcised penis I never want to see yams. I just had to interject that comment into this b/c I want everyone to know that was one of the most disturbingly gosh-awful looking things I've ever seen... I wouldn't come near it if you paid me.
My other classes seem pretty good. I'm really enjoying my Comic spirit class. He's one of those teachers that you want to do your best in b/c he's so animate about his teaching. He wants to teach and effect us into seeing a world outside the social construct in which we are brought up to see. He told us that there's more to life then the Alpha Chimp syndrome (ACS), we don't all need to piss, please, and beat each other to be the best. It is that very thing, egotism, that is killing our way of life and ultimately will obliterate the world. His views are so passionate and eye opening I want to go everyday. It doesn't hurt that he's also pure comedy. He was speaking of our government and he said it's a fucked up system. He said, "When the Clinton Scandal became public, the government really started going down hill. Everyone heard about the scandal, right? Yanno the one in the Oral office? Everyone started ranting and raving about the disgrace of brining sex into our government, and next thing you know is that our next president was a guy named Bush. So here we are years later Bush is our president, Dick is our Vice president, and Colon is our secretary of state. Did w miss any other male or female external genital?" LOL. Too funny. It was a lot more funny when he said it, but I guess it's just one of those teachers that cannot be imitated, at least not by me.
I had togo's today. One of the workers Joseph, who just graduated from CSULB, was hitting on me and iris. LOL. Iris thinks he was attractive, maybe I'm just not looking.
Alright need to start reading for non-verbal communication, according to Iris and Alma it's 23 pages of redundancy.
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