one of 'em days
This is just for me.Kick off my shoes and relax my feet
Hit the kitchen grab a bite to eat
It's been one of those crazy weeks
And I gotta do something special for me
Hit the salon get a mani and a pedi
Have a massage, get a sip and then I'm ready
Gotta take time out
I'm going all out today. Manicure, Pedicure, Hair cut... maybe this will relax me. Hopefully i don't end up looking like a cha-cha-chia pet. Wish me luck. I just need something to lift my spirits.
Apparently, the loss of Itally has me more down than I thought. I was so sure that i was going this year that i could taste it. I felt it throughout my body and in my heart that i was going to be in Italy in the fall, but i'm not. Everyone tells me that i'll still be going and my plans are just postponed, but it's not the same.
I'm supposed to be heading out tonight with a friend to buca de peppo. Why is it one minute i want to go and another minute i don't want to go. Not that i don't want to see my friend or anything, but there's that part of me that feels weird b/c I don't really know where my bounderies are with someone else. :\ I guess i'm just confused. At one point expressing feelings was the norm, and now i'm scared to say a damn thing that shows how i feel. I'm probably being over analytical about the whole situation and am being blinded by my own dissappointments. I guess it's easier to put up my guard and cutting any strings that are attatched to this person then just taking the risk. At least that way it wont hurt as bad as if things ended further down the line.
"the biggest risks in life are the most fullfilling"
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