I found myself doing that stupid card game. The one that explains how the person you like feels about you. I was expecting a million cards between us with at least a few people between us, but the cards read Ace of hearts, Spades of hearts, King of spades, and queen of hearts ( my heart, his heart, and him facing me). This means he has his own heart and my heart, and we're facing each other. Well if that's the truth, he hasn't done much facing lately.
I can't believe he's gone this long not calling. We've talked twice this week. That's it. I had hoped it wouldn't have bothered me so much. I hoped that it was really an infatuation with the idea of him, not me actually liking him. Dammit. It doesn't mean anything anymore. There will be a point when I will actually let the idea fade and I'll be fine with just friends. If that's the way it is supposed to be, well that's the way it's supposed to be. I can't force anything, nor will I try to; it is what it is.
"Don't settle for anything less than total sincerity"
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