bandit galore
I'm debating if rosarito was a good or bad thing? Good in the sense at least i fucking said it, "i like you," (at least i think i said it). Bad because there is tension between us. Today is the first day in forever since he has not call me on his way home. Attatched? I think so. Damn, i hate feeling so helpless. I can't do anything because it's ultimately him who makes the decision of "us" becoming anything more than friends. I think he knows I'll always answer the phone when he calls. I need to start ignoring calls. It goes both ways. For instance, when he comments on how "our contract is finished (as friends)," i say yeah it is up so lets hang up, and neither of us hangs up the phone. seee seeeeeeeeeee! ugh this is frustrating. I hate liking friends. it's gross. bleh on friend liking. i'm the friend liking bandit dammit.
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