just being me

boo boo boo boo

everything feels surreal. I dn't think it has set in as much as it should - i moved, my roommates are gone, and i'm starting a new chapter. I feel like i'm going to go back to long beach to beverly plaza and everything will be the same. I know that not true b/c i already cried sunday as the apartment became the lonely place. It's just poo. I'm sad and i miss my roommates.


Yesterday, i went to an acupuncturist. All he did was feel the inside of my wrist and he told me a gang of thiings that are wrong with me. For instance, supposedly i have a disk in my back that's messed up and it's considered strange because this only happens to old people and i'm not old. He also said i am a little enemic, and he thought i was a vegetarian because apparently i don't eat enough meat. When i thought about it i really don't eat enough meat at all. I do get sick often which tells me i don't have very good strong white blood cells. He told me other things that i'd rather not say on this stupid thing, but yah, what he basically stamped my forehead with was a "defective" stamp. I always knew that, but at least i have proof. We (my mom, sister, and i) are supposed to drink this formula he gave us to help heal us. So i'll drink the stupid stuff, BUT he says we cannot drink anything with it that is below room temperature the entire 7-10 days. CRAZY! Summer just started fool! so i have to drink it b/c my mom is making me, but i am not sure if i'll be able to handle only room temperature iteams. I'll die. Especially at warped tour. Dang. I'm going to do my best.

i am moving the last of my things out of the old apartment and into the new. All that's left are the big things, ie: bed, dresser, desk, couch, and entertainment center. There are also some little things like clothes, computer, and kitchen ware. UGH I DON'T want to do it! i'm going to be sad some more.

posted by miss. me @ 8:38 AM